Sunday, February 22, 2009

SURGERY IS THE KINDEST ACT

As I was fallin asleep, I had a thought that made me get out of bed and blog! I was reminding myself again why I am having surgery: I want to be alive for myself and my family. It is the kindest thing I can do for myself and them.

It feels so strange that an act so brutal can be so kind.

It also feels strange to be being so kind to myself. I feel a weird sense of accomplishment that I am actually in a place in a my life where I feel this deserving of kindness to myself and others. I would never had imagined this years back!

I feel like crying all over again but I must get some sleep!!

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