Sunday, January 11, 2009


After seeing Jimmy (NLP) on 7.1.09, I still had a small voice inside me saying ‘Don’t have the surgery - you can heal yourself completely without it’. But as with any energy or source healing, it can take a few days to integrate.

I still felt tension in my head this morning from thinking about what my next step would be; alternative medicine only / surgery and then continue the alternative medicine?

After seeing Jimmy, I asked the universe/God/my observer to please send me someone who could help with this decision. This afternoon, I picked up Caroline Myss’s ( book: ‘WHY PEOPLE DON’T HEAL AND HOW THEY CAN’. I opened it on the page where she gives her opinion about complimentary and conventional therapies!

Myss’s stance, like Dr Weil, is to incorporate all the therapies that will help you heal. Healing should be your first priority. Remove the immediate danger while you figure out how to retrieve your energy from the thing causing your energy to be somewhere other than in your body. Even if you refuse the surgery/conventional therapy, you may not have enough energy in your body for the complimentary/alternative therapies to work.

Myss recommends the following visulalistion:
Imagine you are at the centre of large wheel. Each spoke of the wheel is a different therapy that is helping you to heal. You can stand back and choose the one you want, and when. They all support your healing. Start to spin that wheel quite quickly so that it generates a wind with you at the epicentre. Here, you are alive, feel calm (like at the centre of a tornado), and are fully healed.

At the centre of my wheel, I feel and look like I did when Jimmy asked me to walk 5 years into the future. I have all my energy in me. I am alive, well, and healed completely. I have the biggest smile on my face and keep saying my words of victory ‘I did it!!”. I have myself, my husband and my 2 beautiful daughters with me. I am alive and healed to be with them.

I burst into tears; tears of gratitude and joy that my question had been answered. Even though it was not my ideal answer, being alive is.

It feels good to feel so good!


My sister, Kirsten, sent this to me. I love this! Thanks Tink.

When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class

And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students, If the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.
He then asked The students again
If the jar was full.. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand

And poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'
The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the Empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that This jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –

Things that if everything else was lost

And only they remained, Your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for The pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time And energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for The things that are
Important to you.

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for A couple of cups of coffee with a friend.