Friday, February 27, 2009
High on medical drugs! I didn't enjoy this state - I felt totally incapacitated. I wanted you to see it.
I battle to watch this one - it was so sore but the vein the one drip was in felt like it was in a spasm after 5 days and 4 ops and I was ready to rip it out myself!
Missing my family and my life outside of hospital and being non-sick and my soberiety.
So emotional from the medical drugs. Such appreciation for the small pleasure in life like food I like!
Having a rampage while feeling quite light-headed and weak but I made myself get up and go outside to breath in the life of nature! (The 'Gareth' filming this video is not my plastic surgeon but a theatre quarter I befriended after 4 ops).
Exhausted on last night in hospital.